and if that thought doesn't scare ya....
The thought occured to me while DJing recently at the Country Club. I was sitting there watching the "other half" have their little function and several truths about the business started to filter in my brain. Things that I think are universally true about the profession.
That and my Jerry Springer type life, I should have a decent book on my hands. All I need now is time to write it and the proper inspiration.
I've been looking around my life lately. It's becoming alarming clear to me that I'm losing a part of myself somehow. I used to want to get out and do things, see people, be a part of the world. I'm withdrawing. Now, I'm not saying I'm becoming Anti-social or some other Madison Ave word for psychotic, but I am slowly pulling away from my previous world. I am slightly alarmed, but only because I hadn't consciously thought about it till this recent moment. It was all auto pilot. Something has prompted me to pull back. I think I'm getting ready for another change of circumstances. It's like I know they're coming on some level. Perhaps my time is up here in NY. It's getting time to roll on, and I'm preparing everyone for the depature. Who knows? It's as I get older that I can see patterns in my life. I never cared before.
I'm off for now. Going to read some fan fiction...chill out. Take advantage of a free Friday night.
Take care of you.
Ali